*satisfied, with great hope*
the last several weeks have been hard to understand exactly (well, even remotely) what God has been up to. i had some really great things happen, and then the more significant of them just seemed to disappear, one in particular. i've been learning that i feel an incredible peace compared to some. it is easy to look into my Father's eyes, and nothing compares to his peace, i need my Father's eyes and they are always there looking at me. so many times i feel like i am a voyger alone on a quest that very few want to share. when i stop and think about life i am amazed at how rich, uncomplicated, relaxed, and straight mine is. it's the simple things that i delight in the most. i believe that roads are for journeys not destinations and life is not a problem to be solved but an adventure to be lived.
i've just got to keep remembering that it is not for me that i live but for others. if people only knew how important a role they have played in my life in just the last two weeks. one person in particular, if they had not come along when they did and allowed me to know them a huge significant thing wouldn't have happened in my life. yeah, they left too early to find out what it was and probably thinks that they could not make such a huge impact, well, they did, i am sorry that they will never know. but you know God kept them involved in my life long enough for it to happen, i wish they could have shared it, but you know people are really busy and have very little time to invest in something that maybe only they can accomplish in someone's life, *poof* they are gone. well it made a difference in my life if only i could have time to share, they would be floored at how God used them.
life is great, i don't know how it could be better. just over the last couple weeks and through that phenominal thing that happened i have a new lease on life. i have to remember, invest in others because that is why i am here. *sigh, what a good feeling*