a pinnacle night last night.
incredible time.
a sigh of relief.
past all the chess moves and just being real.
incredible night.
questions of interest answered.
longing satisfied.
just being close.
incredible closeness

questions are different now
when can it happen again
needing the closeness
wanting the time
two weeks more time?
crazy with thoughts
need the spiritual closeness
wanting the intimacy
questions of more

fine balance of needing
wanting to give
phenomenal beauty
relax in the moment
repecting the space
phenomenal expression
took over my mind
wanting to see you

can hardly believe it
knew just what was needed
now left waiting
hoping for time
wanting your closeness
now left wanting
crazy with passion
time standard broken?


yes, for you

*sigh*
christmas with the family was great, it's hard to come back to the regular. i really love my family and being around them. been doing some thinking and lining up some stuff for the next couple of months. i am going to see about going back to school at least on a part-time basis and finish up a psyc degree. as many of you know i love working with people and helping them to be all they can be. i will do the school while doing everything else, and basically take up my free time with the school. well you know what i mean, there has to be time for fun. so, just checking into it to see if that would work. beautiful sunrise this morning, man God is so cool how He meets me each morning, well, He meets me in such cool ways anytime that i am looking for Him. it's really cool how He seeks me out all the time and pulls me away so we can spend time, just us. the intimacy with God is the greatest thing he ever created, i can't imagine how cold this world and life would be without Him being so close.