*incredible morning*

looking out my window and seeing a beautiful sunrise and knowing that God painted that before time for me this morning

how awesome is He!

a slight chill in the air, the morning crisp and new

no veil of old, but instead the invitation to push into His presence

though alone, an initmacy that i could never have with a human

freed of "things", nothing of which mattered

all is new, nothing carried from the past except the things i choose

so i sit with bright dreams of today

his plan for me today perfect and accomplished

tonight i will lay down my head a new day passed, His perfectness complete

a new friend made? romance? unlimited response?

the need for hesitancy disolved, the past was yesterday

all that remains is just today, to paint today my dreams and likes

It is so cool that today can be whatever I want it to be, I don't have to worry about past hurts or things gone wrong, but I can reach out knowing that God is in control and dream the dreams that He has for me.

what to do...
had a great time chilling out with God this morning, it's so cool that He is not somewhere up in the "great expanse" but that He is right inside of me and all around me. man what would i be or do if i had to live my whole life without Him being so real. in fact, He is the most real thing there is more real than even this computer i am typing on. scottringo.com has had some 3000+ hits and it has only been up for just a couple weeks, who are all these people?
well back to working on people who would like to find a really cool way to have web presence and communications using fusionpage...you didn't think that i just spent all day chillin out? well in my mind and conversations i'm chillin out with God but i put in the hours at a job too.

*long day*
just heading to bed, actually it is early tonight compared to many nights. just got off the phone with a great friend of mine named jodie, she is always there like a ~good friend should be~. not much to write i just saw the orange light *blinking* and thought i should jot something down to end the day. man has God taken care of me today, He is faithful and never fails, i have learned that more these last two months that i have learned in my life time. signing off and letting the hard drive rest until morning

well here it is the long awaited on-line journal. it only took me some ten hours to code it and get it working, but it should be worth it.
i just got back from the airport from meeting Marty Cohen from Messianic Messages on a layover on his way to Israel. what a cool guy, we supposed to try and hook up for an Israel trip some time. i woke up this morning at 4:20 with the sound of water running~did i forget to turn it off?~ no, it was my neighbor taking a shower i guess-but i couldn't get back to sleep. i am reading the "Pursuit of God" right now, AW Towzer had some revelations back then. *whew* i've got to get back to work and keep things cooking...

december 1,2001

*sigh*

Just got back from a phenomenal Thanksgiving. I've been working on the site to get all the goodies going. Yeah, the challenges of the last 3 months have really taught me a lot. Tough challenges but I wouldn't trade them because they are what makes me what I am. I decided to put the journal on-line, I will probably not get too personal but you will least know what is going on in my life. If you follow my writings you know that I write primarily from what I am going through at the time so even though they don't share tons of personal details they are the jist of what is going on. God has been dropping cool little presents neat presents in my life over the last week. It is jamming when God does that!